its a blank space.

idk why. im alone in this cold nyte. n i cant share this feeling with others. huh! i just need to tell someone this : ' i miss u bby! i really miss u. the olddy u.' i know im such a jerk bt please. b, i know we need to face many problems nw bt is it hv to effect our sweet relationship? mmm. im lonely. :(  you make me feel so unwanted. But you're just too blind to care. I'm standing right in front of you. and its still like I'm not there. I never care bout the harsh words taht u throw to me, im already used to it. bt sometimes i need u to be sweet like u used to b when im really miss u. I know its like creepy when im keep saying i miss you even we meet everyday. U wanna know the reason y i said that dear? Im just feel like im nt meet with my afiq, its like someone else in front of me. a heart-cold ones. ily b. forever. there's no doubt. when i say i miss you, i really mean it. n please at that time ~ when i say that sweet words, dun lets my mood down cz its really hurt deeply inside b.

if there something in ur mind bout hw suck i am please let me know. I will change everything. Everything. just ask me hney. u wanna know something b? sometimes i wondering y u always avoiding me when i want to text with u? y u so bored with me? is it the same thing happen when u with ur ex? why dont u love me as much as u did ? why wont u ever think about my feelings ? please b for once in ur life. if im wrong just teach me how to be right again. 

dear honey, sometimes its good to know that your fine pretending that everything is right, to make it better. bt sometimes its not. :(  
now im just need to remember 1 thing ' I must be strong now. I must never give up to take ur heart away. And when you make I cry, I will never forget that the light is always there waiting for me.' ilysm for sure.