over.

" I dare to say I dun miss u NOW. "

 p/s : tq. ;)

its a blank space.

idk why. im alone in this cold nyte. n i cant share this feeling with others. huh! i just need to tell someone this : ' i miss u bby! i really miss u. the olddy u.' i know im such a jerk bt please. b, i know we need to face many problems nw bt is it hv to effect our sweet relationship? mmm. im lonely. :(  you make me feel so unwanted. But you're just too blind to care. I'm standing right in front of you. and its still like I'm not there. I never care bout the harsh words taht u throw to me, im already used to it. bt sometimes i need u to be sweet like u used to b when im really miss u. I know its like creepy when im keep saying i miss you even we meet everyday. U wanna know the reason y i said that dear? Im just feel like im nt meet with my afiq, its like someone else in front of me. a heart-cold ones. ily b. forever. there's no doubt. when i say i miss you, i really mean it. n please at that time ~ when i say that sweet words, dun lets my mood down cz its really hurt deeply inside b.

if there something in ur mind bout hw suck i am please let me know. I will change everything. Everything. just ask me hney. u wanna know something b? sometimes i wondering y u always avoiding me when i want to text with u? y u so bored with me? is it the same thing happen when u with ur ex? why dont u love me as much as u did ? why wont u ever think about my feelings ? please b for once in ur life. if im wrong just teach me how to be right again. 

dear honey, sometimes its good to know that your fine pretending that everything is right, to make it better. bt sometimes its not. :(  
now im just need to remember 1 thing ' I must be strong now. I must never give up to take ur heart away. And when you make I cry, I will never forget that the light is always there waiting for me.' ilysm for sure.

mood : FINAL EXAM!

wth! its like in hell im just stuck in my room n STUDY! my head is like wan to blown everything out.

cant wait for this sem to be end. I spend 2 weeks to cover everything. 

PHYSICS, MATHS and CHEMISTRY. its like a mistake i be in this course.

 mayb its doesnt suit with me at all. im useless. i cant get more than 3.00. bt this is my dream  

chemical engineer .

i wish i can be that. i really want to be that person. and i will work harder to achieve it. (:

a day with my loves!

snap by AIN!

nie la AIN. :)

" Happiness is always a by-product.  It is probably a matter of temperament, and for anything I know it may be glandular.  But it is not something that can be demanded from life, and if you are not happy you had better stop worrying about it and see what treasures you can pluck from your own brand of unhappiness."

kuruskan perut yee syg!

mek meme, i syg u laa!

" Everything is material for the seed of happiness, if you look into it with inquisitiveness and curiosity. The future is completely open, and we are writing it moment to moment. There always is the potential to create an environment of blame -- or one that is conducive to loving-kindness. "

love them!

tyra, dyla, mimy

" Often people attempt to live their lives backwards; they try to have more things, or more money, in order to do more of what they want, so they will be happier.  The way it actually works is the reverse.  You must first be who you really are, then do what you need to do, in order to have what you want "

SAME SHIRT! thats y we called us BESTFRIEND!

montok!

GILAA!

" One should never direct people towards happiness, because happiness too is an idol of the market-place. One should direct them towards mutual affection. A beast gnawing at its prey can be happy too, but only human beings can feel affection for each other, and this is the highest achievement they can aspire to.To be without some of the things you want is an indispensable part of happiness. "

chilll. ;p

in car with yin. She's my driver of the day. :)

tgn yin laa nie.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

selamat ary raya!

mummy's hommy

selamat ary raya!

maaf zahir dan batin. :)

thn nie berbeza skit dpn thn lepas.

duit raya pom xdpt byk sgt sbb da jd bdk U kan.

haha.

thn nie xspend pom masa nga my girls sbb ak kna dk nga mama jee.

huh!

bosan.

ikt jee mama g mne2.

just smalam ak g uma hbby.

mmg ak mcm berdebar gila-gila laa.

nk jpe mama dye smua.

fam dye smua.

cm xready tw.

before g uma dye, ak uat la spagetti skit.

nk ambk aty mama b.

nasib baik smua mcm okeh tw.

fam dye pom baik so ak nie mcm xslh pilih oram da nie.

he's the best!

ily b.

muachs muachs.

hahaha.

:p

ismail's family!

<3 mama n kak long!

GATHERING

4th day.

im still in kb!

today's event : i will meet b again n hv a dinner with my girls.!

FANTASTIC!

ary nie kua nga b ag.

or in other meaning i met him again. :)

bout 2 o'clock b dtg ambk ak kt uma tok mek n nk tw something x?..

kteorg pakai bj same!

PINK in colour.

haha. tp rugi sbb kteorg x ambk pom pitcha skali.

lupaaa! :(

after dye ambk ak, kteorg g jpe tyra syg bushup sbb last nyte ak uat cupckes utk tyra plak.

rajin kan ak?

heee.

:p

kteorg lepak kt condo jee sbb nk tunggu cik shieha al-kaaf tuh call.

sbb dye janji nk jpe kteorg.

at 5 p.m, kteorg pom kua g kb mall utk jpe cha.

( kb mall ag!mcm xde tmpat lain)

cr brg2 yg nk di beli such as songkok hbby.

after evrything is done, hbby pom blk sbb b tinggalkan ak nga cha

kteorg nk g uma bip!

EXCITED NYE! hee.

smpai kt uma bip smua org da ad da.

fuhhhhhh!

smua mcm dpt melepaskan rinduuu.

haha.

kteorg smua bergosip2 smua, berphoto-photo.

BESTTT!

:)

:)

bill,yin,myah,meme,mimy

candid!

mcm bdk skola la plak!

i love you! <3

happy face!

delivery!

3rd day.

ary nie as usual laa bgn lmbt sbb smalam pom tdo lmbt sbb uat cupckes.

haha

smalam kan ak uat cupckes utk hbby so today nk uat delivery la cupckes tuh.

so ak ajk laa tyra g kok lanas, uma b utk bg b bnda comel tuh.

kebetulan ak pom nk lepak nga dye so nw ak bleh uat 2 things in 1 time.

dlm keta time nk htr cupckes tuh kt b bleh la ak nga tyra bergosip duluuu.

heee.

seronak!

:)

she's my second driver. HAHA

ily la bbe! muachs.

time dlm keta nga tyra tuh byk sgt kte oram bergosip.

smua bnda.

hal ak nga afiq, dye nga wea.

kadang2 mcm lawak jee ak nga tyra nie.

every single things kot kteorg ctew mmg xde malu langsung.

bt thats a bestfriend! :)

haha

nasib baik jln xjam sgt ary tuh so mcm cpt je la smpai kt uma b tuh.

1st time kot ak g kt uma afiq syahid nie so br la ak tw uma dye kt mne smua2.

ak msty la kna tw uma dye ape namty ak jgk yg akn dk kt sne.

HAHA.

perasan la lebih ak nie, mengada!

n ary nie xg da bazaar sbb xsempat.

haha.

ayam,tyra,itik!

waiting for mr kohed to take his cupckes. :)

handphone baru

kononnye la stress. HAHA

ayam ag. HEEE

 2nd day in KB,ak nga mcya g kbmall ag. this time sbb dye yg nk g sbb nk beli handphne br utk dye.

korang msty ingt phne br ak kan?

 haha.

noo la.

lmbt ag ak nk beli hp br. :)

dye nk beli handphne br pom sbb handphne dye , dye g bg hadiah kox lubang mangkuk tandas tuh.

cian kox dye. haha.

actually ak bkn nk g kb mall sgt pom tp sbb B ad kt sne with his friends.

haha,

gediks je nk jpe b.

jpe b kjap je pom sbenarnye. heee.

so round pnye round la ak kt kb mall tuh nga si ayam.

bout 6 o'clock kteorg pom blah.

we went to BAZAAR again. heeeee

smua nye sbb ak laa yg nk.

haha.

kempunan smua bnda. ;p

that nyte plak, ak blaja uat cupckes nga mcya.

mmg seronok laa tp kadang2 tension jgk sbb kita kna pk mcm mne nk design cupckes tuh 

smpai ak tido kul6 pg kot , mmg penat laaa.

but at last ak dpt menghasilkan 4 cup of cakes for my hbby. :)

uat sendiri okeh dgn penuh kasih syg plak tuh.

design pom sendiri okeh tp mcm x lawa sgt sbb ak ngatop da time tuh.

msty b ckp ak nie sweet kan. haha.

i know laa b.

perasan la plak ak niee!

bt for sure bb uat smua bnda tuh cause i love u hbby.

=p

buruk gila! HAHA. sorry b.

AYAM DAN ITIK

sy kini berada di kelantan!

yeayyyy!!!!!!!

mmg ak excited gila blk kb nie.

i cn see my girlfriends!

mmg seronok!

1st day smpai kb ak paksa alya si ayam sepupu ku g bazaar.

ak mmg nk g dok oh nk bazaar.

bosey atep nga bazaar puncak alam tuh xdop feel.

kebetulan plop si ayam nie blk dosh uma.

mmg cnfirm laa dye akn jd driver x diiktiraf ak.

haha.

1st destination kteorg KB MALL 

blk blk serbu kb mall dulu mmg ank bertuah btool ak nie.

haha.

kteorg round pnye round , then kteorg dgr something.....

krook krook kreeek.

ak nga si ayam nie ingt ape, rupa-rupanye perut ak nga dye.

haha.

kteorg lapa.

da la xbreakfast ag. ( kteorg xpuasa sbenarnye. xleh puasa okeh bkn sngaja xnk puasa!)

pk pnye pk then kteorg dgn muka xmalu nye g MCD n beli 2 medium set of nugget. heee

ak nie plak kempunan gila nk mkn strawbery coklat tuh, n dgn muka innoncent nye ak g bli.

naik g terus kt tmpt parking tuh kteorg. msk dlm keta n teng teng teng...

its time for eat!

then kteorg g bank islam plak nie pom sbb ak nk withdraw.

tbe2 jp cousin ku yg soram ag call ckp nk jpe, so after ak withdraw ak nga mcya lepak la tepy bnk islam tuh smbl mkn mcd sbb nk tunggu jp dtg.

kteorg nk g BAZAAR!

hahaha.

time jp jpe kteorg tuh mmg dye terkejut la nga plastic mcd penuh dlm keta smua.

haha.

lawak laa.

after berphoto-photoshot tepi lorong bnk islam tuh kteorg g bazaar kt stadium.

dey ak g bazaar gap mmg syok arh.

abish nk dkt rm50 beli.

xtw beli gpo plop tuh doh laa tuan xposo.

beli byk gila.

haha. bngong btool ak nie.

kt bazaar jpe b in and smua-smua.

mmg syok laa.

gumbira rasa aty dpt blk kb niee!
:))

snap by nazifi izhan bushup.heee

ayam dan itik. :)

inilah nazifi izhan.!

second time around.

 misunderstood.

thats the correct word.

ak mcm xbtool bout a few days nie.

gdh gdh n gdh. I know this is unexpected given by ALLAH S.W.T.

kte masih baru dan masih byk ag yg we dun know bout each others b.

bt ily.

more than u know.

mm.

b, bb just nk bgtw bb.

apa yg jd nw bkn slh b n bkn slh bb je bt it is our fault dear.

bb xnk gdh nga b.

bb nk happy je nga b.

sbb bb tw kte bleh mcm tuh.

b, bb xnk dye jd sbb kte gdh.

she was ur past n so do i.

he was my mistake.

everyone knows bout that b.

honey. 

b xperlu tkt dgn future b.

bb xkan jd cm dlu.

xkan b!

im in love with u.

bb pom xnk jd mcm tuh.

bb nk brubah.

change to be a better person for us.

i really want a serious relationship.

this is what i dream about b.

be with a guy that loves me as much as i love him.

bb xnk ad 50-50 ag dlm aty b utk bb.

bb xnk b.

aty bb bkn mainan, sme jgk nga aty b.

n bb janji bb xkan mainkan aty b.

bb hanya utk b.

and b hanya utk bb.

b.

pasal fb smua tuh.

i dare to swear that i never remove 'she' from ur fb.

even bb ad password b tp bb still tw privacy b.

bb xpernh rep cmmnt or anything b.

bb just bkk n tgk msg.

mcm tuh je b.

nk delete-delete org bb xpandai.

bb xske b tuduh bb mcm tuh.

tuhan je tw hw i feel when i see 'it'

cm nk namgis b.

nga b mrh-mrh bb tnpa sbb.

sbb tuh bb tw bkn slh bb.

n bkn bb jgk yg start gdh nga dye b

dye uat status 'mati SYAHID'

bb msty la terasa sbb syahid tuh nama bb.

+ dgn previous status dye ag.

bb bc smua thats y bb uyp status tuh pasal b.

bb bkn tuduh sebarangan b.

b nk bck up dye pom xpe, bb xmrh .

bb just nk b tw the truth things.

bodoh.

i feel like stupid blew gdh nga dye.

bb gdh bkn sbb b.

jauh skali sbb nk brebut b, bb gdh sbb sakit aty b.

skt aty nga pramgai gediks dye.

uat gediks gtue.

b ex dye.

dye xperlu msk cmpur hal b.

sgt sgt xperlu b.

mm.

bb bkn nk buruk dye.

tp namty b baca laa.

b da pom add dye.

bb mintak b remove pom, b x remove ag.

bb tw susah b.

tw susah nk forget someone.

n bb xkan memaksa.

just take ur time b as long as u love me.

bb xnk da laki mcm cibai mcm ejat dlu.

main kayu tiga smua..

syg dua org dlm 1 masa.

smalam mmg bb blank b.

bb terkejut nga cmmnt dye.

bb malu sbb dye bgtw mcm tuh.

da la panggil bb CHARLIE.

bb xpangil pom dye mcm tuh b.

slh bb ag ke nw?

b mesty serba blh kna xtw nk pilih spe?

bb tw.

n bb xkan mntk b pilih.

bb mcm nk namgis tp xkua.

bb mcm nk mrh + skt aty sgt sgt smpai bb speechless b.

bb tunggu b on phne dgn sbr,

sbb nk dgr explaination b.

bb xnk main tuduh b gtue jee.

im nt perfect bt i learnt from my mistakes.

bb xnk jd cm dulu.

cm relationship yg dulu-dulu.

bb tkt.

bb nk stay nga b, if bleh.

Insya-ALLAH.

bout ejat.

bb da forget bout dye b.

totally.

pitcha dye tuh mmg bb xingt langsung still ad kt profile pitcha.

im sooryy b.

too sorry.

i now it hurts u a lots tp bb nk b tw.

blew bb tgk pasal melyn tuh. its more hurts b.

n its like my heart crying.

enough b.

enough la dk kecek hal lepas.

i just wanna move forward b. with you.

mm.

we leave the past n start something new with our memories.

please,

bb nk hubby bb.

bb xnk b nw.

dye xlayan bb.

dye mrh bb.

dye tengking bb.

( i dont expect u will yelling at me in front of ur friends b.)

im quite thinking bout us.

bt i know we will cmplete each others with our diff.

:)

p/s : hope blew b da bc nie, b da start fhm situasi yg sbenar.

n relationship kte akn jd cm dlu.

BHAGIA.

i love you afiq.

truly. <3